You used to get it in your fishnets / Now you only get it in your night dress

I should probably stop bearing my raw soul on the internet. It’s written proof that I pretty much lost my mind this semester in self-induced isolation among 9 million people.  The fact that I have a regular audience absolutely astounds me - apparently someone else finds my rants about insomnia, NYU, part-time jobs and the woes of [...]

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I am way too young to dread coming into work on a daily basis.
A work study job at that.
I certainly value the education I’ve managed to seek out at NYU, but I frequently wish I went to art school instead.

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Leave it to the ONE PERSON who doesn’t recognize Spike Lee to ring him up at the register.
I wasn’t giving him a faculty discount because he didn’t have an NYU ID and he was giving me that “…you don’t know who I am?” expression and smugly asking me to ask the manager. I wasn’t exactly [...]

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This morning I slipped on some ice right in front of my apartment building on my way to work.
That should’ve been the sign to turn back around and call off.
I’m tired of going home feeling like shit.

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Somehow this turned into a long tangent about killing time in class – with pictures!

My wrist/hand is recovering from completing my last final. If you’ve ever taken an exam next to me, (..or had a class.. or a heavy-note-taking lecture) I’m that obnoxious who cracks their knuckles.. and neck/head.. and limbs… This year I got in the bad habit of cracking my neck by pushing my chin to the [...]

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The end of Fall 2009…

I totally signed up for my Immigrant Comparative Literature course because of the word “immigrant” in it but I ended up really enjoying it despite the actual length of sitting in a room from 12:30-3:00 and some of the pretentious ideas that were thrown around. It makes more sense to have a class once a [...]

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I hate writing papers, let alone 10 pages about a specific point in a short story

grezakster: OKAY i’m at nine pages. how the fuck will i bullshit another page
grezakster: ::cries::
Amsterm2290: wghat is it even on
grezakster: bullshit 101
grezakster: a story in Danilo Kis’s book
grezakster: i talk about snow way longer than I ever wanted to
Amsterm2290: write taht snow is pretty
grezakster: i wrote that it gets dirty, trampled by mankind
Amsterm2290: werite about [...]

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Guess my age!

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The customer is always wrong

I certainly complain about the customers that shop at the nyu bookstore (whether it be tourists or students or professors- all compete for the #1 spot for over-demanding customer) but majority are either pleasant or simply forgettable. Most understand how to ask a question and say “thank you” after you find them the book. Most [...]

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I love it when “superiors” at my job trash me while they were getting trashed with my friend and think it won’t get back to me. Judging by his expression, more was said than what he wanted to tell me.
Everyone comes to complain to me for two+ hours about how they’re unhappy at the store [...]

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The Living End – Silent Victory

Somewhere beneath the laughter
The anger begins to affect her
Timid like a Chinese whisper
Calm like a needle in the eye of a twister
I don’t know how to think for myself so I quote songs I listened to in my teenage angst days.
Quarter-life angst?
God help me if I’ve got another 60 years of this.
I keep cracking my [...]

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¡Revolución!

Had a good talk with Fearless Leader, I do surprisingly feel better about things. I think I’ve succeeded in regards to my complaints in the sense that it’s become known among management that [some] student employees are not happy about uneven workload and unfair wages. The S.E who are happy literlly say, “well I get [...]

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More Procrastination in the Third North Computer lab

I’m so fuckin’ fierce
…and pale 
 
I killed Gary the Plant. I accidentally knocked him over and he snapped in half.
…Of course my plant has a gender.

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Law and Order: SVU

I’ve literally spent entire days watching Law and Order SVU marathons on USA during high school. The show is addictive for two simple reasons: mystery and good acting. It was also therapeutic because it managed to put my private life in perspective 97% of the time. I guess what makes such difficult topics easier to [...]

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